Friday, 17 April 2009

So not in the mood...



Sitting waiting for my cup of miso soup to cool down enough so that I can drink it without scalding myself. I knew as soon as I woke up that today would be a meh day. I've been feeling it coming on for a few days and it'll probably last a few days longer. It's one of those "feeling fat and ugly" and not having the energy to do anything positive kind of days. Woohoo!

I shouldn't be in this kind of mood though and that's what's annoying me most. I should be giddy and exciteable and giggly about my trip to San Diego in 12 days. I know it's 80% hormonal, 10% seasonal/weather related and 10% just general me feeling fat and ugly and not in any way gorgeous and lush.

I know it's all gonna be uphill from here on in though... I'm gonna not eat like a pig for the next week and a bit, gonna go get my hair did sometime next week to help with the lushness/gorgeousness issue, the sun's gonna come out and make me smile, i'm gonna write a list of stuff I need to NOT forget for my trip and start packing, and by the middle of next week the hormones will have changed direction and I'll be all giddy and excited about going to San Diego again. At least I hope that's all gonna happen.

Miso soup is cool enough to drink now. Yay!

*drinks soup*

...Miso soup was lovely thankyou.

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