Sally is a stress head.

1. 树叶与树仔, 2. Chameleon, 3. impressionist cake, 4. Drossel found my Companion Cube, 5. return of the prodigal sunflower, 6. Chipmunk Punk!, 7. sexy pose..., 8. colorful, 9. Anemonefish's eggs, 10. fuzzy baby, 11. Have a great Sunday!, 12. phidget on wood..., 13. Hey baby, wanna kill all humans?, 14. Lemon Meringue Pie, 15. Gojira!, 16. Man on Stilts, 17. Motorcycle Ride, 18. Blurry but Beautiful, 19. Carnival at Dusk, 20. A day of noms., 21. We're Engaged! #1, 22. the chipmunk whisperer, 23. lecker...Radler, 24. Untitled, 25. been such a hot first week of autumn, even panda is sweating... :p, 26. Robin in Snow, 27. Pumpkin and Apple Soup with Toasted Seeds, 28. Kitten #2, 29. {309/365} oh, boy, 30. September 20th 2009, 31. 001, 32. Karma Cameleon, 33. Untitled, 34. Chivil is coming, 35. Post Hackers Drinkup, 36. Need a cheap photographer? This one works for peanuts

 I'm sitting at home waiting for this Liverpool vs Manchester United footy match to finish so Mum, Dad and I can travel down to the other house.  The other house is very close to Heathrow airport which is very handy for tomorrow morning.  It means I don't have to wake up at a stupid hour of the morning and as a result, not get any sleep because I'm worrying all night about missing my alarm.  Yay for small mercies.
I should probably mention, at this point, that tomorrow I'm flying out to San Diego again for another couple of months with Dan.  But then, if you know me, you probably already gathered that much.

I'm in that state of nervous tension right now that always comes before I travel to see Dan...  part excited about being with my (insert embarrassing boyfriend nickname here) again, part impatient to get there, part nervous about the flight and the airport logistics and negotiations.  I'm just a bundle of nerves and I haven't yet worked out a way to bypass the stressing that I do every single time I fly.

I'm a nervy creature by nature.  I know that.  I've come to accept it.  I just wish, every now and again, that I could turn it off or at least turn it down a level or two.  I would really like to be able to concentrate on the good excitement instead of being filled, mainly with the annoying, unpleasant stress that causes me to vibrate and lose my appetite and just want to sleep all the time.

What I should be thinking about right now is the fact that the next couple of months are going to be amazing, once again, and that at the end of my stay in San Diego I get to bring Dan back to England with me for Christmas which makes me beyond giddy with excitement.

The end of this year is certainly going to be one to remember and I just wish I could get it started with already and get over these bloody nerves!